I wish (stupid feelings dump)

aw man I wish I was cooler like people that I've met have money, an interesting style in clothes, some niche cool interests, or some fun stuff like that but I'm js broke I have no money I dotn hang out I'm lame I wear the same stuff everyday and I feel like a copy and paste and have the same interests as everyone else i js  wish people would actually listen to me talk or like me having stuff in my room so  I feel cooler I js feel really  lame compared to everyone else all I do is play video games.

I wish I was an actual guy and had a decent personality and not so many problems, having great friends and js a great life I wish I wasn't seen as such a weirdo or freak for being loud. I mean I am trying to be quiet but I cant help it sometimes I'm js a bit louder than everything else and I hate it sm like why cant I js be quiet or at least cool in some sort of way