why is being a gyaru so hard??

so I am a gyaru and I live in a place where being slightly different can and will get you made fun of so badly you have to move STATES (lit had to move from the south all the way up) I once was out in full gyaru trying to do some shopping, why do I get stopped by some high school white boys asking if I cut myself.... WHAT??? then one of them asks if I do adult content because I look like a sorn ptar.... this generation is so fucked I swear. not to mention the multiple slurs I get called, why can people not mind their own for crying out loud. do nawt pmo today cuz what