Trying to remember CSS...

.... And failing miserably 😂 😂 

I've spent the last three hours, trying to make my spacehey profile look cool. 

For whom? 🤔 Time will tell. 

For now I remembered some things, looked at some cool stuff and tried to code something similar because I thought, hey that looks pretty neat, I wanna do that too, will I be able to do it? 🤔 

I kinda failed miserably, but hey, at least my profile now looks a tiny little bit more like me. 

I remember spending hours and HOURS customizing my DeviantART journals' CSS 😂 

Those were fun times, and DeviantART and MySpace are the websites that taught me how to use CSS... Unfortunately, after more than 15 years it's difficult for me to remember... 

Which is another blow to me, because I don't really realize I'm THAT OLD (almost 36?!?!) until I actually get slapped in the face with reminders like these... "More than 15 years ago".... Dang. Where did those years go? 

I just realized, that funnily enough, my desk has been setup in a way that is almost exactly the same setup I have had during my teenage years. Desk facing the wall.. Wall that has a window a little further away to the right. Unbeknownst to me, I've always had the same sort of setup haha. I guess my taste hasn't evolved much during all that time!!??? 

Anyway. Today was a day. I'm very tired, I wanted to stay in bed, and so did merlin, but I had to walk him otherwise he could have kidney problems. He likes to stay in bed way too long.. I don't want it to become a problem. But he does love his sleep haha! 

Oh, well I'm currently sat at my desk and I'm just waffling on about my life, with almost no shame at all about saying really uninteresting / embarrassing things. 

That voyeuristic side of the internet was something that people have always enjoyed, so I guess it won't be a bother that I ridicule myself in such a fashion, once again 😂. 

On the matter of my mood, or personal thoughts, today I feel a little sad, and a LOT left out I know that my friends have a life and things to do and such.. I also used to... 🤡 

But still, I can't help but think that my friends could sometimes, maybe just, just maybe take a little bit more time out of their days to just check if I'm still alive? You don't know how many times I could've become just a sad memory, or a cautionary tale, about a lonely girl whose only joy in life was her dog, and... Sometimes her art. Oh well, we're entering the pathetic territory, so I'm just gonna stop here. 

Today was very uneventful. Just like yesterday, and the day before. The only news being that this site is still cool and exciting. Even though I know now, that my friends won't be joining me on this adventure ... Once again it makes me feel alone, being the only one who ever wants to do something about her nostalgia, is a lonely thing. 

Hopefully, tomorrow I'll have enough dopamine to do all that I need to do... 

Sunday friends are supposed to come over. I'm doing my absolute best to be social but I can't rejoice. It's gonna be a LOT... 

. Wish me luck? 😂

À demain ~