Watching films + thinking

i have a week off from work this week, so ive been rewatching a loot of studio ghibli films. Ive currently watched Spirited away, when marnie was there and my neighbor totoro. currently watching ponyo while the bf plays the binding of isaac before his shift.

Ive been trying to work up the strength to properly go through my room and sort, charity shop and bin stuff but i have such a strong attachment to items so im finding it really hard. I know its for the best and i keep telling myself that these things can be replaced with things i like much more. Im still struggling with it though lol, but i need to do it because me and the bf are getting a new bed and will have less storage when we get rid of this current one.

I really need to just lock in and get rid of all the useless stuff but ughhh i just suck at letting things go especially things ive had since childhood and my early teens. Ive also been trying to tell myself that the items i send to the charity shop will get new owners and will be loved more and its been helping a bit. I wish i had a magic wand so i could just magic everything away without looking at it and having to decide. The problem is, most of this stuff i forget i even own but when i see it im like 'i love that sm ill keep it' then forget it exists lmaoooo i hate organizing stuff so much its my biggest opp send help lol