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I feel like I spend so much time consuming media on the internet and it really makes me feel like I want to too. I journal a lot and really like writing about how I'm feeling and stuff so I like trying to write blogs like this but I always end up getting embarrassed and deleting them. I have a goal for myself that I want to try and post a video on youtube before I graduate high school. I feel like it would be a good way to try and get over the embarrassment I have of existing . Like all of the time I'm worried about how people might be perceiving me so what better way than to get over that then to hypothetically let anyone that wants to perceive me, perceive me without being there to correct them on anything.
If you're reading this and you have any advice on how to not be deathly embarrassed of everything or if you'd want to say that you would keep reading blogs I write if I stopped deleting them all then that might be kind of cool(｡・//ε//・｡)
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ellybelly
I'd say you can start showcasing videos that doesn't have your face! I like to video my friends and talk to them behind the camera so the attention won't exactly be on me, you know? When you do feel comfortable enough to show your face in front of the camera, you can always start small and post it using 'only link' so whoever has the link to the video can watch it! And so forth hehe and don't delete your blogs! If you enjoy writing, where's the harm?