skipped school so im yapping

i have so many absences so its rlly risky for me to do so atp but i really dont give a shit bc im in pain and tired. lately my friends have been sorta distant and kind of hostile iykwim, we always joke around and tease each other but its gotten to a point where idk if theyre joking anymore. plus i cant really talk to them about it since i usually overreact about this stuff. anyway, im supposed to participate in a philosophy contest (if that makes any sense) that my fav teacher wants me to participate in but im kinda nervous and its tmr. i havent studied as much as i wanted to for that so that doesnt make my anxiety any better lol. basically ill be given a subject or a document (around violence and power) and ill have to write my own beliefs on that using valid arguments. i should be studying right now but i just cba even tho im stressed. ill cyall later, byee