January 23 2025

My therapist recommended that I should write a blog about my daily life so i can keep track of stuff so i thought i may aswell do it here since sometimes people find it comforting to see that theyre not alone so uh yeah cool 😎 

It's 18:22 here in Scotland right now (6pm)

I've had 2 of my meds so far (4 more at night)

Today I did a grand total of fuck all 

I SOUND SO EDGY SAYING IT LIKE THAT 😭😭

Chat I'm not edgy I swear

Anyways

Today I got some lights from amazon and hung them up around my room and nearly fell off the ladder like 5 times and then I went on roblox for a bit and then dissociated but I managed to pull myself out of it which is progress !! But then I ended up hallucinating Maria briefly (she's one of my main 2 hallucinations) and I ended up scaring myself pretty bad but my mother helped me relax again 😋

HOW THE FUCK AM I MEANT TO WRITE THESE BLOG ENTRIES FOR MY THERAPIST THIS IS SO AWKWARD

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I forgot to eat today but I'm gonna make something later BUT I GOT MONSTER TODAYYYYY !!!! I know no one cares but I got the white one and mango loco  (they're my favourite) 

Idk what else to write about 

There's a storm tomorrow apparently 

I'm in the redzone up here in Scotland 

I hope it doesn't cut the power because I NEED my Internet for roblox 🙏🙏 /J 

If the power gets cut then that means I'll have to go out and get some wood for our fire since we have an old fireplace thingy but I don't wanna go out in -5 Celsius or whatever its gonna be 😭😭

ANYWAYS I THINK THIS IS ENOUGH FOR RN SO IM GONNA GO PLAY ROBLOX OR SOMETHING 

IF ANYONE IS ACTUALLY READING THIS THEN I HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD DAY/NIGHT AND REMEMBER TO EAT AND DRINK AND TAKE YOUR MEDS IF YOU HAVE ANY !! OR JUST TRY AND TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF ^^

-18:37