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Just had 3 rough days. About to be 4 now.

I broke my phone 3 days ago and my mom doesn't even care. Nor does my dad. I've already asked my sister if she could ask my brother to fix it for me but she's not even replying to my texts. Ugh. I wanted to binge watch on netflix too but now I can't because the stupid password is on my broken phone. I've been feeling so bored and lonely. It's like nobody cares. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm tired, sad, lonely and bored as fuck. If only I was a smart child, my parents would pay attention to me. I feel utterly worthless. It's my school break too and my mom isn't even planning to go anywhere. She never does. She only brings me on road trips if she wants to go. She never cares about my happiness. All I do is rot in my room when I have nothing else to do. Today she just reminded me to clean the house daily since I'm staying home. Like what the fuck. It's all her mess. Not mine. She doesn't even wash her own plates. She piles them up until there's maggots in the sink. I know she does it on purpose so I end up washing them anyway. She knows how much it fucks with my mind to live in a dirty environment. Fuck my life.


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trust me dude, it will be better in the long run, no matter how long it takes to become better mentally, only if u take the attempt too


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Thank you man :) Im trying

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