Entry #2 [23/01/25]

i took a train back home yesterday morning, i felt like an intruder sneaking around because my father doesn't know i'm home yet. it's a bit funny. 

haven't been to the doctor's yet, but i skated around town a bit. found a chill spot and smoked a zoint, not too bad of a day. 

my brain is fuckin' empty right now so i'll come back here to write more later 🗿. 

^well it's later, it's tomorrow now

i'm a bit less intoxicated, not for long though- gonna pack a bowl in a bit. 

dissociated the whole day, wasn't too fun, but it's like a real life time skip sometimes. 

i got at least two appointments next week if i remember correctly, can't say i'm looking forward to them. especially the fucking MRI appointment- christ, i don't even want to think about how annoying it's gonna be to unscrew nine damn piercings. really hope none of them will start acting up or close on me. 

nothin' more to say i think. might roll a joint instead of packing a bowl and go smoke at the graveyard, will definitely hop on and play some Call of Duty when i'm nice n' high [: i swear my aim is better when i'm baked. 

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