hi ppl!!!1 welcome back to the unorganized chaos of random thoughts that reads like words randomly scribbled on a page (aka my cool blog!!!) im vry happy to say that i felt p good after yesterday tho ofc i still feel worried for both myself and my friends .... but i dont feel hopeless now so thats prob good LOLOLOLOL crazy how going to bed like restarts your mood or w.e

it is 11:06 pm and i dont rly have anything specific i wanna talk abt so im just gonna recap my day!!!! :DDD it was SO boring and i was tired bc i got like 6 hrs of sleep las t night but i also didnt hav much homework to do so YAY!!!! :33 i havent had hw in a while bc i get it all done at school and i dont have v much of it but STILL IT HAPPEND XD

one of my bestest best frendz didnt come today but its ok bc i got to see another best awsome friend of mine for a few hours since their teachers wre out and they had an online class!!!! we normally only see each other on th e bus ride home and our schedules dont match up at ALL so it was rly nice to see them!!! i still feel awkward around them sometimes bc weve only known each other for a few months and i have both autism AND social anxiety which makes it hard for me to talk to ppl sometimes but its gotten better recently (hmmmm maybe ill have to make a post on that some time well see XP)

what else happened uhhhh

i listened to some good music!!!! i checked out this local band called muun bato bc one of my old guitar teachers plays guitar and sings in it and theyre great!! :) if any of u like psychedelic indie music give them a shot!!! my songwriting instructor at this music school i go to also plays in this proggy jazzy band called heliocene and they were alr tho its sadly not rly my style..... his voice is nice but the other dude that sings is kinda annoying and the instruments sometimes feel messy and like they js dont fit or smth idk :// still tho i wanted to support him and i think hes rly cool so im glad i listened anyway!!!! and as a remidner.....

SUPPORT LOCAL INDEPENDENT MUSIC YOU FUCKZ!!!!!!!

i took a nap when i got home which prob wasnt the best idea XDDDD but i cuddled up with my ikea shark plush daughter (her naem is lily and i wuv her :33333) i made pizza for dinner and it was rly tasty and i was gonna write some song lyrics but i didnt have enough time so maybe tomorrow or later this week maybe!!. i might post a demo for it but id like to record it in a studio one day!! if none of u have listened to my music its linked in the music bit of my profile :)) any support is appreciated!!!!

ok i think thats it! def much happier than yesterdays post LOL

gn and stay safe guyz!!!!

-sky