Bitter, Bitchy Homebody Blog.

At this point, I feel as if this blog is going to end up coming off the cuff as really jagged, rough, maybe even a sour perspective, or maybe a bit bitter tasting. But I feel as if there is a breath of fresh air in that "matter-a-fact I'm pissed!!" aspect of my brain currently for myself and maybe even a bit more refreshing for others; Particularly in such a self positivity, bettering self, competitive life path set in front of humans now-a-days. "Be positive" "Work hard and you'll achieve anything" "No matter what you'll over come this" "You're stronger than you think, keep pushing" The same stale rhetoric of toxic positivity force fed to us like Sunday communion in childhood churches we were chained to by parental obligation. Speaking on Parental decisions obligating us to beliefs we didn't chart for ourselves; I feel like we've all been chained to SOMETHING due to our parents obligation of their beliefs or how they chose to live for themselves and dragged us through those very decisions in their times. The very times we ourselves are trying to carve out for ourselves, currently in these times. Constant states of wanting to "fix yourself" "fix your situation" "don't be negative" "If you slept more you'd feel better" "If you ate better, you'd feel better" "If you lost/gain weight you'll feel better" "Go on Meds" "Get off meds" All these things constantly flying around to do better; endless blogs, endless videos, shorts, pictures. >>>>>Well with this blog that's just going to be out the window; we get enough of that digested nonsense slammed into our blood streams like a thick medication our veins choke on.

This is going to be a brash, curt, and a diligently painful sounding blog of endless yammering and possible whining, and plenty of pissed off vibes. Spite, Caffeine and fueled by a constant stomach ache of humans I am obligated to endure interacting with. Societal standards that I hate, but have to bow to like a rotten kidney punch. Work places I hate, with older generations that dictate me or my success as a grown human. Being nearly 30 years old and still being infantilized by those older than me (like holy hell when are they gonna lighten up on the horse reigns *FUQ*) Ya, so if you're looking for "betterment" "positivity" or a "wellness blog" It's not here; I would say that this is the sickening counter cousin to those types of blogs: Be warned it's gonna be one weird pill to swallow and an even more uncomfortable bed to lay in. You yourself are the "Goldilocks" of this blog; Is it too soft? Too hard? Or just right? I guess you'll have to follow and find out.