how 2 not feel insecure!!

i feel so unhappy with myself, like im never gonna fit into the style that i wanna present as. everybody is pale and skinny, and im not plus or even midsize, but i carry a lot of weight in my legs and i have a bigger chest and im so insecure about it. i hate it so much!! ^_^ 

im also white, but very olive skinned and i just feel like i never see anybody who looks like me who has the same style/aesthetics and i feel so alone (fat and alone pencey prep reference hhahahahahahahahahhdhd im not funny) does anybody know how 2 like .. not feel terrible ab themselves ^_^