my sweet baby, Taco

I have a 12 year old cat named Taco that I've had since the summer of 2013. she is a beautiful seal point siamese with beautiful blue eyes. Taco is my best friend, and from day one I fell in love with her. she always wants to hang out with me in my room, snuggles and kisses, and sleeps on my pillow next to me. this past week, Taco, has been being kinda weird about my room and I don't know why. Taco has been coming into my room, follows me to my bed, then once we get to my bed she imminently runs to my door wanting out. then since last night, Taco doesn't even want to come in my room at all. I don't know what's going on, I don't know if I did something wrong, or if she's just going through a moment. I really miss hanging out with her in my room, but she seems kinda scared of my room. I noticed right before she stopped hanging out in my room, I did notice that whenever I would put on hand sanitizer, she would freak out and want out of my room. maybe its the smell of the hand sanitizer?? I don't knowwww, I just wish I knew why she's being weird about my room.

Taco doesn't like to hangout outside my room. whenever I try to sit with her in the kitchen or the living room, she starts whining and hissing, she only really likes to hang out in bedrooms. so it's hard to hang out with her now because she won't come into my room. like, she still comes to my bedroom door and waits for me to open the door, but once I do, she just sits there. when I try to call her name to try to get her to come in, Taco just sits there and stares at me. maybe in a few days she will go back to normal and come visit me again. I miss our snuggles and hang out time. she's so silly!!! I have little toys for Taco in my room that she loves, and I like to watch her play with her toys.

sorry if that was a little ramble-y, I just really miss my cat and I don't know if I did something to make Taco come in my room. I can't think of anything that would make her not want to come to my room. I keep trying to think back to something that I could have possibly done, but I'm coming up empty. I'm gonna keep trying to see if Taco will come visit me.

anywayssss, signing off

-Olive