being at THAT age

I'm at the age where there's a million different options and paths to take, I've lived some life but still have somewhat of a blank slate, I'm beginning to grasp the responsibilities it's takes to be a young adult yet still inexperienced in almost every sector of life and I feel like if I tell an adult they're gonna judge me for not knowing much

I haven't rlly gotten the chance to be a young adult out in the world and yet I still have the similar pressure and stress of someone with alot of responsibilities and ppl counting on them

I need to find a short course to take I was thinking smth to do with cinematography since its rllyy interesting to me 

it's either that or I was thinking bar service since I'm a future alcoholic lmao jk :p

anywho just hoping I make the right decisions so I'm happy and fulfilled in life even if I don't get to do my dream,

 I'll try tho I owe myself that much

xo, C