The Shadow

Sunday Oct 29th'2023

Nothing will ever be the same again: I know that,  like I know I need air to breathe! Nothings ever gonna be all in again, specially love. .  Cause I can't give someone something fully that I no longer have:

I gave my heart away awhile ago... and though there's no chance of having that shadow back, it still has my heart...

I never got it back...

It's been awhile and the howling still there, the passion I still feel... at times I swear for an instant  I feel those arms around me, sense those eyes on me, the slightest touch that still sets my soul ablaze!!!

This shadow I carry close to me, as close as my own! It's in my soul, under my skin, my heart, my veins, my mind: the memories haunt me, the love consumes me: ill never forget those precious moments,  their etched on my heart like a tattoo!

"143" will always mean something to me.... no one else would get it, but ill never forget: the shadow that changed my life, engulfed my soul: consumed me : mind, heart, body and soul!

A fire started when we met and it continues to burn, even though the shadow is no longer mine.................

...................left me far behind!!!!♡♡♡☆