me me mine

i’ve been quite happy these days!! good things are happening in my personal life, my birthday is coming up, i’m d-d-dating?!?! TEEHEE she’s a lovely, sweet, beautiful soul. truly didn’t quite expect it to happen, a bit random, it might seem but i dunno. i’m very happy and i’m telling everyone about her and AHH it’s sweet, to feel this way. i dunno, i feel a bit nervous still, all i knew on how to flirt or “rizz someone up” seems to be gone. with time I’ll figure her out some more. I like her lots, so so much, truly. makes my heart beat pretty fast whenever i talk about her or think about her or talk to her. i dunno :P i would just like to make her happy.

she’s influenced me in many ways, actually. i’ve begun to think more about certain things and care about them more and want more.

ahh other than that, erm! world is in shambles and i think that what this new prez is doing is completely and utterly fucked up (i don’t tend to curse but when it comes to a topic like this, i think it’s understandable). there isn’t much i can do yet, but i think it’s good i’m staying informed and telling others about what is going on ! i read articles in the morning to understand more about what certain orders/agreements/addresses are going to do, possible outcomes, the likelihood of them, what it all means. i was yapping quite a bit on that with friends today, i think it’s good to at least share what i know. i look forward to seeing people react against such horrid conditions, it’s a bit ambitious but i think it would be cool to organize a peaceful protest/demonstration—or at least part-take in one. i don’t know if there are any nearby, and it would have to be held somewhere that would draw attention. i was looking things like that up in class today, publicity is good for things like that. it brings even more awareness and while it might not do much in the long run, it could start something