y are emotions so tricky

no cuz why do i never feel satisfied with what im feeling? if im happy then i want to be sad cuz as sad as it to admit i like the attention. but also i hate people giving me attention when im actually sad. and when im sad i get pissed aswell cuz why am i sad? did i go through a war like my mother had? no. do i have depression like my sister does? no. do i have a roof over my head? yes. like just let me feel what im feeling idk why i always argue with myself about it! anyways was just wondering if anyone else does this cuz i cant be the only one. (and this is not a vent im jus sayin)