graduating soon

Honestly all of high school I hardly done anything. I felt like it went by way to fast my life is moving so fast. For freshmen and up to Jr I wasted so much time and done so little. But I'm also so focused on school work and homework yet my family sees me as lazy and unfit. They think I wont get a job I am just happy that I have enough credits even through setbacks. Like dude the only thing I'm scared of is getting a job. for skills I don't know like I am so bad at math dude. But if I find one and get that paycheck I think I'll do fine in life. Then again I'm going to miss the free feeling of being a teenager so much time that was wasted doing stupid shit. I dream of doing something with my life like creating music then die blood blood blehhh. I feel like I was put on here to mark my thumb somewhere do something fun creative.