My life

21/01/2024

Hello, this is my first blog on spacehey so I hope someone reads this. I would really like to make some online friends but I’m a bit shy but I’ve tried messaging a few so I hope it goes well. Anyways today after school some friends invited me to play roblox with them but they all had to deal with something else that I wasn’t apart of and kept leaving the call, leaving me in the dark so ig that was kinda shit, mind you I was looking forward to play but oh well eventually I left even though they stayed on call for hours I didn’t join bcz I was afraid they’d leave me lol but none of them even played in the end, am I overthinking it? Probably. My dad keeps bugging me to revise for exams and it’s getting to my head he says if I fail he will take my SIM card from my phone so I’ll be cooked like bbq chicken cooked 😭, I really hate revising I’m the type of person to run away from my problems so ig if I fail it would be my fault, also I’m gonna find the person who gave me this sore ahh throat and throw them out the window, I can’t even have a cup of water without pain like 💔. Anyways anyone know how to post images on forums or bulletin? I want to post my art soz, not expecting for anyone to read this I’ll give an update on my life later but if you read it thanks for hearing my rant/ vent?? Not sure if this classifies as one..

-Alli

23/01/2024

Holy smokes sm has happened these past few days idek where to start so BASICALLYYY my exes ex-talking stage argued w me bcz she thinks I want him back when I don’t?? Ps we broke up over a year ago and I’ve dated someone else so idk whew she got this idea from, and me and my ex are on good terms/ friends. She accused me of flirting w him on call (a call she wasn’t even on) and started screaming in my face saying why am I talking to my ex like wtf??💀 and turns out through your thier whole lil talking stage she’s been asking people stuff about my friendship w him and freaking out over the fact I have fucking TIKTOK STREAKS w him like come on💔and she’s saying all this stuff whilst claiming she doesn’t want him when it’s clear she’s upset he doesn’t want her(she’s blocked) btw my ex hasn’t said one nice thing abt this girl and that she was calling him ugly and taking smack behind his back and also this girl was my friend who knew how much my ex meant to me so I was like if anyone were to be angry it would be me?? Anyways next day she apologised but turns out her apology has halfed-assed and lied to me saying she didn’t know anything and threw her friend under the bus (the girl who told her that I was flirting w him) and disarming responsibility for shouting at me like this girl is crazy bruh on my life this whole thing was ai generated 💀 for some more context the call that I was supposedly flirting on was the call I mention in my first blog and the whole purpose of that call was to play roblox and apparently what she thought was flirting was me saying I was tired and was hungry 💀💀 anyways ts was CRAZY thanks for listening to my rant/ vent again 😭💔

-Alli