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Hello, first of all I'd like to apologize in advance for my text, which I'm sure isn't very comprehensible. I don't speak English very well, so I used a translation site.
It annoys me, but sometimes I feel like a bad friend. One day, a friend was crying with our group of friends and while people were helping him, I panicked and didn't know what to say. I really felt useless at the time. I've always hidden it, but I've always been jealous of some of them, their love situation, their academic success and the parties some of them throw. Does that make me a bad friend, both happy and jealous of them? Because I don't know, so answer this question for me. ATTENTION they deserve 200/100 of all this and at no time do I wish them ill!!! on the contrary I'm super happy for them, but next to them I feel like I'm good for nothing. But it doesn't matter, because seeing them succeed makes me so much happier. I'll always be there for them, I owe them a lot. Even if I can't always do it, I'll help them as much as I can. In fact, I just hope I don't feel like a bad friend sometimes. Maybe I'm exaggerating and that's probably the case.
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havi☆
Of course that doesn't make u a bad friend. I totally feel the same about my friends too. I feel jealous, ashamed, confused, happy, whatever. I sometimes feel like a bad friend when I do or think certain things, but that's being human, and it's a learning experience.
I totally get not knowing what to do when everyone is trying to help your friend but you just can't figure out what the right thing to do it, my brain just freezes and I just listen. Which is all people really need. For someone to listen.