I can’t shake the feeling

Do they know?

I can’t shake the feeling that I’m being watched. 

I lie in my bed with my phone held high, searching to see the ghosts from my past. 

I feel them walk by, how long will this last? I’m always left in fear. They are always feel near. 

Do they know what I’m thinking?do they know how i feel? Do they think I’m insane, like I’m known to be. 

I can’t shake the feeling, that I’m being watched. 

I scrub my skin raw, familiar with the burn. My body’s already scared, what’s a few more?

Do  they know i wish to be water, to swim through the sea? Do they know that I think I’ll never be free? 

Do they know, this will be the end of me.