vent??

he posted about me, i liked it, didn't like the comments tho. hes mine i have him i love him sm hes my baby hes beautiful let me put a ring on his finger hes so caring and hes TYRING yk nobody has ever tried for me. thinking about it, nobody has love loved me its all been fake idk how ppl leave me i lowk try my best and everything. something about that night i feel like it made me unlovable..idk im always scared ill cross a boundary and he will be ripped out my hands like everyone else ive dated. idk thinking about waking up and im blocked scares the shit outta me....

i love my boy i never want him to leave

i have been going thru alot my mental has been slipping but im trying. alot feels numb as fuck like what do i do ?? its so enough ive been getting mad more and i dont wanna burst out on him id feel so bad and im getting him to open up. i overthink too much..

fucking hurts i wanna cry so bad and do other shit i cant say like what uhg im gonna cry man

okay last blog b4 i sleep.. night guys <33