lowkey vent?

okay so long story short i was in trio, we were all bsf and in a way everyone knew that. they were the people i would AWALYS stay and hang out w. we even went to italy together (not tryna flex or anything im js saying how close we were). and then all of a sudden this girl js joins our 'trio' lets call her 'V'. 

and at first i guess i didnt mind V hanging out w us it was js the fact that i couldnt rlly be myslef around her since im obv not as close, so i couldnt make the same jokes around her, i couldnt laugh the same around her, ect. but then when she started hanging out w us everyday thats when i was js like 'oh...!'

keep in mind that V is a bit more popular, she has an older bf, drinks, goes to more parties, ect. and ofc in a way we were obv gonna take advantage of that and go to more parties ect (even tho that barley even rlly happened smh). 

so one girl from the trio btw i was the closest w her icl, she litro knew things no one else did, lets call her 'N'. she became super stuck up to V since she was more popular ect. and V aslo started being super stuck up 2 N since she was the only person that acually "liked" her. so our 'trio' turned into a 'quadruple' which turned into 2 'duos'. 

and a quick speed up to the present they r all leaving me out and not including me in ANYTING, aka going out together w out telling, going to parties, having sleepovers, a gc, and even more smh.

yeah ik no ones acually gonna read all this but  🤷‍♀️