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hello!! boredom brought me here :)

hope there r still sum active members on here especially since ppl before talked about the site being dead and stuff.

blog entry number 1: had sum issues with my stomach that made me stay up all night, didn't feel restless at all going thru the first half of my day 'till i decided to take a nap, oof i was so groggy and i was fumbling thru my words trying to converse with ppl, trying not to internalize it though lol. i was expecting to black out the moment i got to my bed but here i am, listening to ethel cain's 2nd nts recording. i tried to play it thru the site but it wouldnt work - so glad they uploaded it on soundcloud. 

anyways a one hour nap doesnt really change the fact that i stayed up all night but i cant really force myself to sleep which sucks because the feeling of drifting off to rest is the most comforting thing ever tbh. had sum noodles in hopes it'll help me go to bed easier, they were good and spicy :p i would put an image of it here but im too lazy to do the whole process of going to a photo hosting site and getting the url thru that. 

im out of things that i can talk abt :-0 see u l8r :)
its a quarter after one, im all alone and i neeed you noooowwww

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