Fictionkin Memory talk: 1

GRAHSMMSH, I HATE ONE.

for context: I was eliminated after episode 9 of TPOT in my canon and after a week or so she found me, kidnaped me, and forced me to make a deal or else she would make my old friends (and new ones) forget my existence entirely. They looked happier and I hated that.

I just.. grahhh I hate her for that, though now I like how well she is written??? I don't like these feelings :[.

One was able to make me rekindle with Ice Cube. She was my best friend and the guilt was eating me alive as I waited in that weird city with no knowledge if I would even get out (similar manner to how the E.X.I.Ters felt like I guess.)

Though also, I felt fear. 

And I don't even remember what my side of the deal was and I hate that. I might just find out with everyone else like a normal person but I need to know I'm honestly kind of scared what it could be.

Jusy. Wowe I need sleep. Sorz