job hunt is not looking good so far...

I have over 30 rejected applications already :( im running out of places near me that i can even apply to. i even tried asking at bloxxyburger so I could be coworkers with abraxas but they told me i need to "explain why ive never had a job before" and that I have to fill out this whole stack of papers? I tried my best but i got nervous they wouldnt accept me halfway though so i started crying. they still haven't called me back... I hope i didn't get tears where i wrote my information or anything. maybe ill ask abraxas to put in a good word for me with his boss hopefully thatll get me somewhere

it doesnt help that ive been so tired all the time too. Abraxas says hes worried about me but i dont think anything new happened to cause it. maybe its just wasted energy from constantly running around looking for somewhere that's hiring... but i guess ive also been worried about one of my other friends lately.

I hope hes ok. its been a while