she left

god it happend.

two mounths ago she left. she said she couldnt handle the long distance anymore. i miss her so much i wish i was good enough. i should have visitd her more. i feel like garbage i want her in my arms so bad. i hope she finds someone better than me, i love her too much to think of her being unhappy even if it means she is not with me. im not mad at her, i wish her best but my heart still feels shatterd