STOP PROCRASTINATING

don't know who is going to see this but im writing this to persuade myself to stop leaving everything to fate and being like okay time will tell or okay I'll do that later. NO. time and life is right now. I need to relax, understand that the world doesn't end when u don't agree with your parents on some views for example and do what I think its best for myself. 

life is so small but also so big to worry about shitty things we are still young and I believe we have time. we need to start doing things for ourselves and not for other people. stop being lazy and pursue life itself. I need to hear this because I am a big procrastinator. I think I have time but I don't. on the other hand I do actually have time, I am a young person with dreams right?  it's how u perceive things eventually. the time is now. choose life or something. do everything u want. get the job u want. quit the job that doesn't inspire you. tell them u love them. dress how u want. eat that cake. go to that party instead of doing chores. DO ANYTHING U WANT we are free people. the moment we realise how much freedom we have in our hands, is the moment we could do all the good in the world we want. good to the world to ourselves to our people. when u sit and think that no one and nothing can forbid u of doing something u really want, that there are no musts, is crazy. your life is in your hands and if u think about it that's the best thing I've ever heard guys 

I will try and actually do what I just told you. I will really try for my own good. and u should too