Hormones

Hormones are... Odd.

I'm writing this as i realize some patterns of my emotions every time it's that time of the month.

Everything just... Becomes over-exaggerated and pisses me off. Things that i'm not supposed to care about, past events that suddenly come to mind, minor inconveniences. Really, everything.

I don't show it. But i feel it.

I'll put something from today as an example. Today, i've realized that a recent ex of mine decided to unfollow me from... Everywhere. I shouldn't care of it. Heck, i normally wouldn't. It's in the past, and i'm living my life as is. But some weirdly wired part of my brain decides to translate it as, "Oh, so suddenly i don't even have the worth to become your mere mutual? That's pathetic of you." (I may be biased with this thought. He requested to part ways for what i think is a pathetic reason. Out of respect, i won't be going into detail about it.)

Wow. Thinking like that, i honestly felt like i was the pathetic one for making such a big deal out of something so... Mundane.

There's a lot more examples. Too much, honestly. You get what i mean, yeah?

I'll be alright. I'll cool off.

Lost the love of my life, but i got Sylus, atleast... Hahah... I'll be alright.