random stuff abt me TW scratching, blood, and pica

Hello i just wanna say random shit i like and that i do because I'm bored and forgot to log on yesterday btw do not read my blogs if you don't wanna see me talk about some bad issues i like to vent on here and just chill and i put a Trigger Warning in my titles to keep anyone that may be triggered by me away for their own peace and don't be a cunt overall 

Red text- Darker topics >-<
Green text- casual topics :3

1 i have something called pica, i try eating and actively fantasize about eating stuff that is not supposed to be eaten- example: glass marbles , rocks , batteries, and small toys >-< idk why i just have to try and at least chew on stuff i love rubber straws since i can chew on them all day :3 
2 I'm scared of the dark and i always ALWAYS have my TV on with a show on cuz the light can fill up my room just enough 
3 I have an absurd amount of snoopy clothes... like i live as snoopy>u<
4 I have a problem where i scratch my head so much it will start to bleed or i pick at scabs over and over ( yes I'm talking to my therapist about it to help stop it DO NOT PICK UP THIS HABIT) Q-Q

5 I feel like i don't dress my age and i don't mean i dress like young i mean i dress like my parents i look like a damn parent and i hate it>:/

6 i still eat my nails even if i have nail polish acrylics or that stuff that they put in pools to taste bad T-T like i don't know why i cant stop myself and I've been trying to for a long time most I've gone was 3 weeks without just biting all my nails off 

7 I wanna rewrite and redesign all my OC's so i can make a comic about them like i have already the lore all written from when i was a teenager but i stopped drawing for a while cuz my mom would tell me to stop wasting time :D 

8 I go to college for psychology but i really lost my passion for it as my mental health has declined and i don't know what else i would like to get into to make a good amount of money and still be happy in my work 

9 I love mushrooms so much guys. I mean i love how people grow them and the different types and if they are edible like i wanna go looking for some with my sister one day its something I've always wanted to do >w<

10 I smoke weed pretty often and i wish i had a bong since that's my fav way to enjoy it bur i have a rlly cute pipe so it is fine

I really tried to fix all my spelling errors for this one so i don't sound dumb bye bye yall <3<3<3<3