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hell o.
I find birthdays so depressing. not really for any particular reason apart from the lonely feeling i get. I didn't do much today apart from hangout with my friend for a few hours before she had to leave, which i reallyyy appreciated considering i didn't expect anyone to remember let alone show up LMAO.
I have a few friends who i love but i know i like them a lot more then they like me, which is fine. I'm grateful to have any friends at all tbh.
I don't hate my birthday but i wish i didn't feel so isolated.
anyways,
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f0rk
HAPPY BIRTDHAY
i get this lonely feeling too and i think we feel like this because in childhood birthday used to seem like the most badass and important day in the world: the balloons, the cakes, going somewhere ect.. and when the feeling of excitement suddenly vanished we feel like something is wrong
i recommend spending your time however you want: do your hobbies or just do nothing, whatever brings you joy. it’s your day and you don’t have to spend it like it’s some government celebration
i spent my last birthday doing absolutely NOTHING, then my friend hopped in my house for a while and i went to bed
Oh totally! Maybe I just miss being a kid, everything was so much easier.
Glad I'm not alone in the feeling though.
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its great you’re not alone :3
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schizofre
happy birthday
tysm !! <3
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