FIRST BLOG LOL

First blog lol, this is more like a ranting of my current worries because for some reason I thought it was a good idea to share the, on the internet

I have a bunch of ideas, but I just don’t know how to bring the, to life, since last summer I hadn’t draw ANYTHING, and partly it was because I’ve been busy but then in my free times I just wasted my time scrolling on TikTok, and then I’ve been having this amazing ideas for a comic and I was very excited to make it real but when I tried  I tried drawing it looked bad and I hated it, I came to the conclusion that I needed to get better, maybe it was the anatomy or something so I thought alr I’m going to watch some videos and practice BUT I JUST DONT HAVE THE MOTIVATION and it frustrates me because I have the ideas but they are just collecting dust in my head because I can’t bring them to life, and I go on the internet and see all this amazing artists,and comics and I want to do that but for some I can’t. 

I’ve also tried writing, because if I can’t draw at the moment ,maybe I can try to write the story down maybe even posting it somewhere, but I’m just so bad at it bro 😭and makes me even less motivated. And all of this makes me feel bad because my family has always been supportive of me pursuing art and that has been like my only goal during all my life and now I just don’t know if I would be able to do that.

And then school is keeping me busy and it’s so hard and I feel like my life is just a BIG MESS rn and I’m soon turning into an adult and I feel like I didn’t even have the teenage dreams that I dreamed of, and I have to choose a fuckimg university and MY ROOM IS A BIG MESS UGHHH!!.

Anyways if u have any advice on how to be more motivated, or on how to improve my art or something it’s very welcome. Thank you to those who read this 

Maybe I’ll put this private