just ranting lol

It's been about four days since i've signed up to this website and i have to say, im def going to be deleting facebook by the end of this weekend, lol. honestly i don't expect anyone to read this, but i do wanna say fuck it and just let myself be as expressive as i want, specifically through my writing. looking through all kinds of peoples profiles its just so cool to see how creative everyone is. i always felt like i've struggled with creativity and i thought this would be a good challenge. 

it's been fun customizing, my profile looks nowhere near as cool as others but i also just wanted to express myself and my personality through this customization. it's been a bit hard as i am 18 and have come through countless identity crisis growing up. one day it just hit me that i am my own person. and it sounds silly but it just kinda woke me up, i didnt rlly know anything about myself. 

when i look at other peoples profiles i see how much effort people go through expressing themselves and their interests, and i wanna do the same. its been almost 2 years since i really realized that i am my own person and as im looking at my profile its heartwarming to know that i've gotten to know myself and acknowledge myself a lot more throughout that time frame. of course i always had interests and stuff like that but i always spent my time focused on other people since i was at the very least 8 years old. idk who thought it was a good idea to give me unsupervised access to the internet lol, but anywayz. i just wanted to rant. not sure if anyone will read this but i just like ranting ;p