Night Terrors/Demons Rant

Ever since I was a child, I could remember almost every encounter I've had with demonic entities. But as I've grown, I've begun to notice patterns in their frequency and activities. I usually encounter them whenever I'm in times of grief or uncertainty. This is probably because they feed off negativity, and I live in quite the negative space - a lot of tragedy has occurred in this household.

Although frightening, I believe most of my night terrors aren't malicious in nature but simply animal-like. They harbor no good nor bad will, but simply do what need be to survive. For example, the night I was nearly dragged from my bed in my sleep. The strangest part was whatever pulled me had given up once I struggled. As if my life wasn't its target...

Going off of what I said earlier, these paranormal beings only hunger for negativity, such as taunting their victims and never taking their life. Nightmares play a part in this, too. Oftentimes, encounters with these beings occur in the same general time frame as the nightmares.

To answer why this matters to me now, it's because I've felt very depressed lately and can't quite bounce back to my normal self. I've split ways with a friend of mine recently, and It's been giving me nightmares for the last few weeks, and I feel like I'm going to encounter demonic beings as per tradition which will decline my mental health further. I've survived the horrors thus far throughout my life, and I'm certain nothing that transpires will prove to be fatal, so how could this time get any worse :/

Alright, I'm done rambling like a madman. Maybe I'll update if things change.