Trying makeup at 27

https://imgur.com/a/j3M9zjV

I tried to seriously put on eyeliner for the first time ever today. Many black tears and two burning eyes later, this is the best I could muster. Also I bought a wig to cover my balding head. I need to even out the bangs but I'm waiting for my wig head to come in the mail because cutting it on my own head was stressing me OUT!