Notice me, please.

Whenever we’re all together, my friends tell me that you’re looking at me and smiling at me, but I never seem to catch your attention. Am I too loud? Too extroverted? Please, just tell me how I can get you to look at me, even if it’s just for a few seconds. I can tell that I’m getting more desperate. The small crush that I said was just for my entertainment has begun to grow into something bigger that I will eventually lose control of.