It’s just a small crush, right?

I’ve noticed that it’s hard for you to talk to other people, of course I have. Even when I try to distract myself from you, my mind starts to think about you and my eyes begin to wander in your direction. I want to help you, so that you’ll be able to talk to other people, but at this point, I’m not sure if I want to help you because I want to be a good person, or if I want you to like me. The fact that I can’t find out my own motives is terrifying.