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So... my dog died yesterday in the evening. We had to drive to a vet clinic during the night and leave her there. I had a big trouble with falling asleep later on.
I feel like I haven't yet fully realised that she's really gone. I still can't believe it. I've lit a candle next to the place where she passed away. I'm gonna feel empty now, also gonna have to get used to the new life without her. The thought of not having to get up early in the morning to pour her some water, then take her out to walk her and not giving her her breakfast portion seems so weird and strange.
Since my (single) mom is a flight attendand I used to stay alone, but not exactly, I still had my dog's company. I wasn't completely alone. It was so nice to have her around. Now I feel like I have no reason to get up in the morning. No one to get up for.
I love you, Roxy.
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Benji
I don't have much to say really without seeming insensitive. I just wish you the best.
Thanks man
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i hope everything gets better for you soon, i understand the grief you're going through i had one of my dogs put to sleep on christmas eve. i know everyone says it but just try and think of the happy memories but it does help yes it hurts but it helps, my dog was from a rescue centre so im focusing on thinking how i gave her the best life possible compared to her conditions there : -)
Thank you for your kind words. It made me feel better, I appreciate it a lot. And I'm really sorry for your loss as well. I hope you're doing better now. Take care <3
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