put me in a movie

i’ve been feeling so sick recently. it’s hard because my appetite has been so lowered that any food i eat makes me puke, i don’t like it i really hate throwing up but i guess it’s my karma. so guilt filled recently i wish i could rewind everything. on a happier note, i got invited to my friend jamie’s valentine’s day party on the 8th so that’s cool i won’t have anyone to go with but maybe i can talk to some new people.. some girl called me pretty today and said i was good at pottery and it made me feel happy, i thought my pot looked like shit lololol and then on the city bus some lady was talking to me about strawberry shortcake because i had her on my keychain. i’ve also been practicing my violin a bit more so hopefully i can record some songs, i have salvatore on sheet and it sounds so beautiful. january blues will be the death of me i wish it would snow. anyways i hope everyone is well, i might try and record some raw vocals later in the morning but idk if i can because of my poor teeth… i luv u all ♥️ 

grizzly