Guys I need to fucking communicate

So like the entry I made earlier I just introduced myself ig....I wanna rant about my girlfriend and learn how to do poetry and shit like that , like bro I can't even be romantic or learn how to talk about what I want , I need to learn how to communicate man....like in classes I always wanna talk to her and when our friend group are in gym or whatever they always talk about the games they like and stuff , like I wanna learn about it for them and her , and I wanna know more about her interests, becuz we've been dating for like four months and we don't really say a lot about it and when we do it's so complicated to me bro , like it's worse because we haven't even kissed yet man , like she jokes and "flirts" with me but I don't think she actually knows how bad I want her man , and I respect her boundaries because she's only had one relationship and I don't want her to move to fast just for me , I just want to show her how much I can care , I'm a very affectionate person and physical touch is my love language so it's kinda hard to not hold her hand or ask for hugs when I want them. I know she would hug be if I asked or hold my hand , but I always feel like I would be forcing her to do it.