I miss Q(ueer)SMP :<

Just stating facts in the title

Not related to anything in particular, I just miss this era of my life

BUT FIRE IS UPCOMING, GUESS WHAT 🔥

Okay context listen listen, Camelia (I'm sorry I swear it is not all about her (well, today it is)) and I used to be in the same school, but this year we got to high school and I moved (she's still in the old one I used to go)

BUT HERE'S THE DRAMA

HER SCHOOL IS CLOSING 

Well, let's say they go from middle and high school to middle school only

SOOOO MY TOWN BEING A SMALL LITTLE TOWN LOST IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NORTH OF FRANCE, WE ONLY HAVE 2 ESTABLISHMENTS

WHICH ARE

MINE AND HER

So all of that to say that she'll join my school in February (after the next Holliday), and she'll be in one of my best friend's class! So we'll probably see each other more and I'm so happy because she told me she's been doing better and better (she used to have huge problems, which are part of our break up but that's a bit too early to tell you about it) and I've been wanting to keep an eye on her (not me stalking her stories to see her being happy (it makes my days))

Anyways that's all

Well, not to mention that one of my old best friend will probably join too, but sadly when I moved school we took distances cause I have troubles answering messages regularly and instead of talking about it she just scolded me and threw me out (well that's a bad way to put it but still (there's way more, I'm not in the mood to explain)) so I'm more than stressed about seeing her because I'm WEAK and SCARED (no fr I've been trying to improve that for years but I can't face a problem and I have huge social anxiety (undiagnosed because I can't put myself to ask to see a professional BECAUSE IM WEAK ITS A FUCKING BOUCLE HELP ME OUT OF IT AAAAAAAAH (I think I might be autistic too but I know how some self diagnosed people are and i don't want you to see me this way (but I at least have some neuro divergence there's no other way)))) (I love putting thoughts in parenthesis (sorry (I'm not)))

Anyways I'll leave you there, I kinda cut some sentences shorter than I wanted but I have to go 

And SpaceHey please put blogs to the app too pleaseeee