Poem <3 "Meteor Hammer"

Hey guys so this is my first attempt of posing poetry on here :D 

Hope you enjoy 

Feel free to leave interpretations and critiques in the comments 

Ruffling shrubs are adjacent in my mind to a broken violin 

The leaves fall, but the mystery prevails 

I always wondered if it was you 

Spying on me
Or having the time of your life
Letting the chemicals envelop your body 

Rushing through your veins, co-opting your nirvana 

Purging all of the bad poems I wrote about you out of your mind 

You would like to die that way too 

Hooked up, delirious, and forgotten 

Roadkill, perhaps 

But I won’t forget you, meteor hammer, dragging you 

Ball of spikes mind you, always waiting to turn my head 

I was only samurai, I was only a child 

But soon, oh soon 

So so so soon 

Will that meteor hammer lose momentum 

The final drop of chemical leaves your cracked, kissless, loveless lips

But you won’t be forgotten 

I’ll tie you up by your meteor hammer, in the cellar of my cerebellum 

And i’ll give you an endless child, so you could maybe try to father again