posters

i put up only 2 posters in my room even though i have far more. mostly bc im scared my parent will rip them apart if i fuck up - even though they would never do that. not anymore at least. so it kinda weird of being scared of that.

the posters i put up is from hetalia n dainsleif from genshin. two posters i am not scary to lose.

which is funny thought. like, look at me, im scared of completely normal parents! what a joke.

man blogging does make people into emos lol

also i dont put up posters bc im convinced in a year ill need to find a new home n moveout. even tho i have no job, no money, no car, no nothing. kinda ironic even tho my paarents said they wont throw me away at my 18 birthday. seems like im not convinced