I Sleep Alot

It’s become an apparent problem that I sleep too much, it’s so selfish of me to sleep a lot. I slack off on my chores and I’m so sorry that I do it, it’s just that I don’t feel like living yaknow I just wake up to wake up and get out the house to get out the house. Like I’m aware I’m depressed and just exist with it and the only way to not feel like that is to sleep and I feel tired every time I wake up and I want to sleep again and just stay dreaming. I’m alive simply to just exist and I’d love to go heaven but I can’t cos I got the most supportive and loving family and I can’t imagine the trauma the person who would find me get and I would never push that on someone. I’m so selfish to feel this way, esp since I know how to deal with depression and when I do the steps that I need to take I’m just like “oh okay today’s done” and go about my day only to feel the same in a few days time. I’ve learnt to deal with it and it’s just gonna have to put up with me bc I’m not planning to kms anytime soon.