hi im new here!

hello everyone 

so this is my first blog ever, i think i should introduce myself first. im claudia, im 19 yo girl and i live in poland. i really love cats and i have one, her name is monia and she is 16 yo :3. i made my account here because i wanted to have some diary i guess… yk clean my head from intrusive thoughts… sometimes i feel really depressed and it’s making my bf tired sometimes (he’s not bad bf, he’s just only human and not my therapist), so i thought i could write my feelings here… now i should study for my test tomorrow but it’s difficult right now… i don’t feel really good, i feel a bit sad but nothing more… idk… that was long and tiring day… mostly because i don’t fit in my prom dress from last year anymore… i wanted to lose weight by not eating much but it didn’t turned out well… honestly i felt horrible… and why i was so worried about that dress? bcs im going with my bf on his prom 14 feb… i would like to buy a new dress (i dreamed about light blue princess type dress), but my mom is really mad about that, because she thinks i look awesome in dress she bought me year ago (even if im feeling uncomfortable in that)… i think that’s all for today… 

thanks for reading 

claudia xoxo