wednesday

today has been a strange day, i did not go to my classes because i slept in since i stayed up i dont even know how late watching twin peaks and impractical jokers even though theyre really diffrent shows, my fav joker has to be joe, and yes i find him overwhelmingly attractive,

after i woke up around 10am i walked to my grandmothers house because shes literally my best friend but she wasnt home since she was at work so i just watched twin peaks while i waited for her to come back, i accidently chipped one of my nails and ill have to wait till the end of the week to go get it fixed :(

after my grandma got back we had a cup of tea and talked and im going to stay the night since i hate my step dad and will do anything to stay as far away ass possible for aslong as possible

i spent nearly the entire day trying to make excuses not to see this guy ill just call him male 1, hes pretty attractive and the d is so fire but goddamn he is the most insuffrable person ever he is so incredibly unfunny and stupid and his brain is so rotted from smoking too much pot and his ex girlfriend is so crazy, shes texted me multiple times on diffrent accounts trying to get me to stop seeing him, like girl relax i didnt steal him from you and he will NEVER be my boyfruend i could not be in a relationship with that guy, to be honest i dont know how she was able to put up with him for so long, it kind of explains why shes insane, but i dont know how much longer i can keep avoiding him before he has enough which then again wouldnt be that bad,

i have so much clothes from vinted coming hopefully this week, i think i ordered my stuff over a week ago but im just a very impatient person and i am going to start tweaking if my packages are not here by the end of the week, if you are not already on vinted i could not reccomend it enough, i found so much really really cute clothes for insanely cheap prices and everyone is so sweet on it too i can not reccomend it enough the only downside is how utterly addictive it is , i have no idea how much money ive spent in the last two weeks on it but it will be worth it when i have all my cute clothes 

anyway thats all i have to say for now but i can assure you i will have more to say tomorrow 

- Lily may <3