Sort of a vent?

Recently life has been going good but today is all fucky and its going all wrong. and i fuckin hate it. like, a lot. im not going to say everything because of privacy and stuff.

my sister took forever to get ready, and since im on the autism spectrum, i like having a consistent routine in what time things happen/get done. so my sister took like 45 extra minutes to get ready this morning, and when i got frustrated my mom yelled at me and told me to "shut the fuck up" her exact words...

THEN i find out my bf isnt coming into school today due to personal things that im not gonna share, and that spun the whole day on its head, adding onto the first 2 things. We also kinda-sorta had a fight yesterday that i lost sleep over, i didnt go to bed until like, 4am.

and then theres minor things like, i keep tripping over things, i left my phone charger at home, i keep tearing up for no fucking reason, and my eyeliner is not waterproof at all. i left my comfort LPS at home on accident, my foundation is all yellow. 

my day is all shitty and ive been blasting my eardrums so the demons in my head wont get to me.

this shit sucks