WHERE HAVE I BEEN?

HEY GUYZ! if you cant tell, i am TEH 1 AND ONLY GOLPATORT from YOUTUBE. WHERE HAVE I BEEN THEN?............if you are someone who is close with me (shoutout to my happy family "the extra chromosomes") YOU MIGHT KNOW WHERE HAVE I BEEN!!!!! ive been strugglingz with SCHIZOPHRENIA!! ITS A MENTAL ILLNESS THAT AFFECTS YOUR COGNITIVE SKILLS WHICH MNAKES YOU EITHER DELUSIONSL OR JUST FRICKIN CRAAAAAZY!!!!.......SO FOR TEH SAFETY OF MYSELF AND PEOPLE AROUND ME...i decided to LEAVE the internet TEMPORARILY for my wellbeign!! for ANYONE WONDERING IF I STILL USE DISCORD...NO...APPARENTLY ive been caught using it ACCIDENTALLY AFTER MY FAMILY FOUND OUT ABOUT THE 7 EXTRA CHROMOSOMES THATS IN THE GROUPCHAT!!!!!!!! SO NOW I HAVE NO ACCESS TO THE OUTSIDE WORLD (my devices no longer work other than this awful windows xp desktop computer where i make my videos) I LIVE IN THE MIDDLE EAST WHERE WEBSITES ARE LIMITED HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LIKE WHAT DO YOU MEAN I HAVE TO WATCH THE GARFIELD MOVIE THROUGH THE KNOCKOFF BAZAAR.IR SITE WITH AN AD OF SOMEONES MOTHER 5 BLOCKS AWAY FROM MY AREA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ACK I HATE IT HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!