SCHOOL GRADES😞

Idk if it’s js me but I hate getting to school late, missing a class by a few minutes, missing a paper from the teacher, or being absent. Bc then I lose track of what I’m doing n then stress more than I have to. I’m not even like some nerd either, I have mostly B’s. But I js hate getting missed for work bc then it feels like I didn’t accomplish enough or wtv. Also  I hate map testing. The other day my teacher was showing me my grade for like last last year, n I had like a 277. Last year it went down to a 233. And this year, I GOT A FUCKING 224!! Genuinely makes me feel so stupid, I started to get teary when I saw that grade. Esp bc my parents talk sm abt my grades n how they want me to go to college n stuff. Meanwhile, they also say they might not take me to school for state testing??