fed up and tired ♡

don't get me wrong when i say this, i love my friends. they are very nice, amazing and supportive, but i just can't stand doing project works with them sometimes.

they do the work, but they just do the absolute bare minimum. and they clearly lack discipline and actual dedication. i really don't think it is fair or even logical that i always end up doing 80% of the work, that i always end doing the most work and the most research, that i always end up being the only one actually working and putting in the efforts.

and let's not even begin with "hey can you do this, can you that, can you write this... i don't know how to do/use this software...". what am i, your mother? literally google it? youtube it? search up a tutorial? i seriously can't believe how some grown adults who uses internet and social media every single day, in this day and age still don't know how to research a basic tutorial on google... as if it's that hard ://

this is why i wish we didn't have anymore group projects in college. we should be evaluated for our own personal work, that's the best way to spot the incompetent, useless lazy bums with no dedication, discipline or even the want to succeed.

it's so infuriating and frustrating at times.